Everything Will be Ok.

Well today is the beginning of my favorite month "APRIL" not only is it my birthday month it's my sister and brothers too. Yup I don't know how my parents did that but we are all born in April. So starting off is my sister today is her birthday. So I am happy to kind of get my mind off things and celebrate this whole month.=)

 Last night I was so sad just cause our hopes to become parents might not be happening anytime soon. I know I shouldn't be sad especially after hearing the talks the past 2 days I really feel so much comfort. I know for some reason things will be OK. I'm still not sure if she will be able to try to have the baby or not but I am just going to be grateful either way. I'd rather her get her health in check before she tries to have a baby. I don't know what's going to happen from now on I don't know if I should continue to plan for this baby or whatever I guess I will just put that on hold for a moment.

 "The longer you wait for something, The more you appreciate it when you get, Because anything worth having is definitely worth waiting for."

 I know things will all work out I am just going to put all my trust in the Lord. I know when the time is right it will happen. So until that happens I will just be grateful for what I do have and enjoy life . So yeah no more being Sad, Angry, Depressed and Mad @ the World. Time to be positive and think positive. It makes a difference.=)