Why is my life on PAUSE??
So it's been awhile since I've blogged... So I finally had time to update this....
Well so much has been going on lately with summer and all there is just so much to do but so little time.
I've decided to put trying to have a baby on hold. My doctor has prescribed me so many pills to take to regulate my period that it caused me to bleed so bad that I would call in sick to work cause I couldn't stand. Well that finally caught up to me cause I just recently got written up at work this week. So I decided no more pills for me especially cause its affecting my Work performance!! Hoi I feel kind of depressed that nothing is moving forward in this never ending process of expanding my family. I mean first the adoption doesn't go thru now trying to have a baby is out of the question. I guess everything's at a standstill. I am very unhappy with it but what can I do about it...
Anyways besides sounding so depressing!! Summer has been great... ;) we have been busy with the youth and I just got called in boys scouts... My plate is completely full and I'm still stuck working here.
I love working here most of the time but I just feel like my department needs a lot of improvements. Starting from my boss but oh we'll thats something I can't control. I am just fixing up my resumeand waiting for the perfect job. I wish another airline was hiring cause besides cooking I have experience in the airline industry. But seriously I don't want to work for delta since my husbands there already I want to work for another airline so we can fly on both. But I don't see that happening since SLC is mostly run by delta... So I'm looking into other fields and probably even school. My mom is back in school and omg she's making us look bad. She's a full time student and keeping her gpa at 3.9 and higher for the past year and a half and she's been getting awards left and right and been getting those scholarships so for me to say I can't do it.. Would be a lie....
I've recently had a crazy idea that I should try to be a foster parent. My husband has been saying no lets not but just this past week he said its not a bad idea lol maybe only cause I've been complaining about my job...
Well all in all I have a lot going on right now. And I really hope and pray that #1 I can find a job or go figure out what I'm going to get into #2 figure another way to regulate my period besides these pills
#3 lose weight I figure if I can't change anything else that's going on that is one thing I can control my weight... Cause I am sky high the heaviest I've been ever....which is no no bueno!!.....
Well if your reading this well I guess you are now fully updated with my life lol....
Well so much has been going on lately with summer and all there is just so much to do but so little time.
I've decided to put trying to have a baby on hold. My doctor has prescribed me so many pills to take to regulate my period that it caused me to bleed so bad that I would call in sick to work cause I couldn't stand. Well that finally caught up to me cause I just recently got written up at work this week. So I decided no more pills for me especially cause its affecting my Work performance!! Hoi I feel kind of depressed that nothing is moving forward in this never ending process of expanding my family. I mean first the adoption doesn't go thru now trying to have a baby is out of the question. I guess everything's at a standstill. I am very unhappy with it but what can I do about it...
Anyways besides sounding so depressing!! Summer has been great... ;) we have been busy with the youth and I just got called in boys scouts... My plate is completely full and I'm still stuck working here.
I love working here most of the time but I just feel like my department needs a lot of improvements. Starting from my boss but oh we'll thats something I can't control. I am just fixing up my resumeand waiting for the perfect job. I wish another airline was hiring cause besides cooking I have experience in the airline industry. But seriously I don't want to work for delta since my husbands there already I want to work for another airline so we can fly on both. But I don't see that happening since SLC is mostly run by delta... So I'm looking into other fields and probably even school. My mom is back in school and omg she's making us look bad. She's a full time student and keeping her gpa at 3.9 and higher for the past year and a half and she's been getting awards left and right and been getting those scholarships so for me to say I can't do it.. Would be a lie....
I've recently had a crazy idea that I should try to be a foster parent. My husband has been saying no lets not but just this past week he said its not a bad idea lol maybe only cause I've been complaining about my job...
Well all in all I have a lot going on right now. And I really hope and pray that #1 I can find a job or go figure out what I'm going to get into #2 figure another way to regulate my period besides these pills
#3 lose weight I figure if I can't change anything else that's going on that is one thing I can control my weight... Cause I am sky high the heaviest I've been ever....which is no no bueno!!.....
Well if your reading this well I guess you are now fully updated with my life lol....
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