Baby Please!

Okay I'm just having one of those bad days starting from when I woke up.. Lol. It's Monday and I wasn't looking forward to going to work. I felt all of this but I still managed to get here on time.. Well I texted my aunty about something and out of nowhere she asks me if I still want to adopt a baby. Hoi I'm already like done with trying to have a baby or even trying to adopt one but lately I've been wanting a baby again lol. what's new?.

Well she got me thinking and getting excited here at work. Out of everything I can possibly want in the world before anything all I want is to be a mom. Now I'm gonna cry my eyeballs out!.Everything has been going great in our lives everything has been falling into place but I just feel this huge emptiness inside cause I feel like something's missing. While some people throw away the babies they give birth to or are angry cause they are pregnant again I am left with nothing. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions today. If you are reading this sorry I am just hoping to one day feel what you mothers feel. I am not sure If I will go through with trying to adopt again but It's something I will consider especially cause Mosi and I aren't getting any younger lol. Maybe I can stop complaining of being babyless finally!..

All I want for my birthday,Valentines Day,Anniversary and Christmas- One gift (A baby) lol..

Thank you for reading my hearts desire =)