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Man I haven't updated our blog in forevers lol. Well it's already 2016 we are still living in Fab-Euless!! lol Guess I'll just go ahead and update you all on our oh so exciting life lol.
I am still working from home and sometimes forget what day it is cause I just hang out at home all day everyday lol. I have to literally force myself to go outside and look at mother nature. Working from home is not helping with my people skills either. I am starting to be a true home-body which is no bueno I'm already Ati-social (yes Ati Social which means I only socialize with who Ati likes lol) this only developed when I moved to Texas lol. I'm not depressed or anything but when I'm with people I sometimes can't figure out what to conversate about cause ummmm I don't see people face to face much lol SAD SAD SAD!!..
Honestly the only thing that gets me out of the house are when Mosi and I go on a date, when the sister missionaries ask me to go with them to visit investigators and going to church on Sundays. I am so happy to say I only have one calling now. It's been awesome! Mosi and I get to go to Elder & Sister Stotts class for Sunday school and then I teach my English class right after. So just one thing to stress about on Sundays it's lovely!!...
Well yesterday was Valentines Day and we started our day off at church it was stake conference and I was already feeling that lazy mode come over me. I'm so happy we went to Stake Conference it was very uplifting and I learned so much from the talks that were given. The message that stood out to me the most when one of the brethren shared about how in our heads we always say things like. Once I get that job I'll be happier or When I buy a house I'll be the happiest I've ever been. Or in my case I always tell myself "Once we have a baby I'll finally be happy" he went on saying that instead of always thinking of the things that will make us happy in the future. To look around at where we are now find the joy on your journey. It made me really made me liken everything he said to myself.
I am very guilty of always being a debbie downer!! lol instead of being happy of everything I've accomplished so far I always put my own self down. Or I see other people being blessed and I always get angry that I don't have the same blessings. Can't believe how selfish I am. I am beyond blessed with the best family, the best husband and my little circle of trust lol. I know I have so much to improve and I know Heavenly Father has his own timing. This is something I'm working on and I am just truly grateful for a loving Heavenly Father he is always doing what's best for me.
I'm a little sad that this is my last year in my 20's lol... I can't believe I'll be 30 years old this April Mosi and I have so much planned for this year lets just hope we can accomplish our mission for the year!... Anyways will see where 2016 takes us!!! Here we go...
I am still working from home and sometimes forget what day it is cause I just hang out at home all day everyday lol. I have to literally force myself to go outside and look at mother nature. Working from home is not helping with my people skills either. I am starting to be a true home-body which is no bueno I'm already Ati-social (yes Ati Social which means I only socialize with who Ati likes lol) this only developed when I moved to Texas lol. I'm not depressed or anything but when I'm with people I sometimes can't figure out what to conversate about cause ummmm I don't see people face to face much lol SAD SAD SAD!!..
Honestly the only thing that gets me out of the house are when Mosi and I go on a date, when the sister missionaries ask me to go with them to visit investigators and going to church on Sundays. I am so happy to say I only have one calling now. It's been awesome! Mosi and I get to go to Elder & Sister Stotts class for Sunday school and then I teach my English class right after. So just one thing to stress about on Sundays it's lovely!!...
Well yesterday was Valentines Day and we started our day off at church it was stake conference and I was already feeling that lazy mode come over me. I'm so happy we went to Stake Conference it was very uplifting and I learned so much from the talks that were given. The message that stood out to me the most when one of the brethren shared about how in our heads we always say things like. Once I get that job I'll be happier or When I buy a house I'll be the happiest I've ever been. Or in my case I always tell myself "Once we have a baby I'll finally be happy" he went on saying that instead of always thinking of the things that will make us happy in the future. To look around at where we are now find the joy on your journey. It made me really made me liken everything he said to myself.
I am very guilty of always being a debbie downer!! lol instead of being happy of everything I've accomplished so far I always put my own self down. Or I see other people being blessed and I always get angry that I don't have the same blessings. Can't believe how selfish I am. I am beyond blessed with the best family, the best husband and my little circle of trust lol. I know I have so much to improve and I know Heavenly Father has his own timing. This is something I'm working on and I am just truly grateful for a loving Heavenly Father he is always doing what's best for me.
I'm a little sad that this is my last year in my 20's lol... I can't believe I'll be 30 years old this April Mosi and I have so much planned for this year lets just hope we can accomplish our mission for the year!... Anyways will see where 2016 takes us!!! Here we go...
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