Sick=Unhappy
I cannot believe I'm still sick. My boss must think I hate my job cause ive been sick since last week. I went to work on Monday cause I was feeling alittle better. Then yesterday I woke up with chills. I never had chills before I could not stop shaking like I was freezing cold. My husband says it's cause I'm always leaving our sliding door open at nights. I can't help it i'm either too hot or too cold it's seriously annoying. So I called in sick yesterday and I went to the emergency room. They checked everything my lungs,chest,ears and they told me i'm definately sick. I even had a fever while I was there. While I was waiting for my xrays of my chest the nurse put these warm blankets on me (cause I was going thru my I'm cold session) I seriously had the best 1hour nap ever(don't ever). They finally told me I had bronchitis and sent me on my way with 2 pill prescriptions. I just noticed today that I have a total of 7pill prescriptions just this year alone. I love the fact that I have great medical insurance and luckily I signed up for flex spending. But I am seriously getting tired of getting sick all the time. I just wish I could hurry up and feel 100% better so I can get back to working on my goals and get back to work.
Another goal I have atleast before the year ends. Is to look for another job. I like my job but I don't love it. I know I will never Love this job. This job has seriously tested my patience and it's not even the people I serve that make life hard it's the people I work with. I honestly thought working with people way older then me would be better or should I say dramafree!!!.. But being the youngest and working with people older then me is so much harder. They always make me do all the hard things in the kitchen (which to me isn't fair just cause i'm younger) plus I notice my co-workers either feel threatened that I am younger and faster and they feel the need to compete with me at work. I've come to a point now that I'd rather work some where that maybe I don't make as much but I will be happy. My husband has been very supportive with my feelings to move on. I know he just wants me to be happier. Work is where I spend 8 hours of my day and I really would like to make sure I find something I would enjoy doing. It affects every part of my life and I want to focus on being a better me. So many things on my mind lately. I am seriously dreading going back to work. But untill I find something I need to be grateful I have a job.
Another goal I have atleast before the year ends. Is to look for another job. I like my job but I don't love it. I know I will never Love this job. This job has seriously tested my patience and it's not even the people I serve that make life hard it's the people I work with. I honestly thought working with people way older then me would be better or should I say dramafree!!!.. But being the youngest and working with people older then me is so much harder. They always make me do all the hard things in the kitchen (which to me isn't fair just cause i'm younger) plus I notice my co-workers either feel threatened that I am younger and faster and they feel the need to compete with me at work. I've come to a point now that I'd rather work some where that maybe I don't make as much but I will be happy. My husband has been very supportive with my feelings to move on. I know he just wants me to be happier. Work is where I spend 8 hours of my day and I really would like to make sure I find something I would enjoy doing. It affects every part of my life and I want to focus on being a better me. So many things on my mind lately. I am seriously dreading going back to work. But untill I find something I need to be grateful I have a job.
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