Updates!!

I missed my last period but I took a pregnancy test and it came out "Negative". Big surprise!! It's not a shock anymore I feel like I will never get pregnant.. Maybe I missed my last period cause I'm stressed mostly cause of my job. I am trying not to be so negative about my job cause I make decent money and I'm doing good there. Plus there are so many people who are unemployed and I'm complaining about a job that gives me good benefits I need to be grateful.

Other then that my husband and I have been putting in work at church. He is such a good example to me he takes his calling very seriously (2nd councilor in YM) and I see the blessings in our home ;).

We also got good news finally our friends in Tahiti are pregnant. As much as I pray and hope to become pregnant on our own I am so very grateful that we will have the opportunity to raise a baby as our own. She is about 2 months so we are guessing she is due in October. Its hard for me to get excited just because she's still early in her pregnancy and I feel like I should wait till she's farther along before I go crazy with buying things and planning things.

I keep thinking to myself what if I am pregnant cause my body is acting different plus i already missed 2 periods now but I'm not sure if it's cause I just came off of birth control. I have no idea either that or something is really wrong with me. I am so annoyed!!!... Especially cause my friend said she took a pregnancy test so many times and it came out negative but she was actually pregnant. I so wish that is me and my situation. My mind is playing tricks on me... But oh well either way I'm having a baby this year!!

As for my major goal this year "weightloss" it's at a stand still... I have been so not motivated to go to the gym and go to Zumba. I'm thinking I need to get back to it starting tomorrow. Time to get healthy again and stop making excuses ;)

I am so grateful to have such a great support system with any decisions I make. Especially to have my sister be excited with me even if I am ot physically pregnant. She is making me excited about this whole experience. I never thought it would be so difficult for me to become pregnant but I am grateful to everyone in our lives who support us with everything.

I only have one brother and one sister and it wasn't until I moved away and got married that I realized how much they mean to me. We also had a situation this past week that made me realize how much I love and appreciate my little family. We may not have all the riches in the world but I do know Heavenly Father put us together for a reason. I cannot wait till our Family is Eternal My dad has been making so much progress from being baptized and now preparing to enter the temple when he makes a year. It amazes me how much he's changed and I know it wouldn't have been possible without Heavenly Father and my mom the one who holds my little family together....

So for my latest update I can say I am very happy!! I am blessed with the best family ever(My Support System), The best Inlaws (who are always there for us and support us so much) A loving Heavenly Father who is always there for me in so many ways and blessing me with everything I have. Lastly my fav blessing in my life my frienemy LoL my best friend my eternal love my husband... Don't know what I'd do without him. loving life and excited to see what Heavenly Father has in store for us ;)